Blood On Your Hands

I needed to see that you love me And that's why I made a girl cry Now I'ma swim in your tears But I'll be the same one to dry When I'm in this deep ocean I can't see nothin' And that's why they say love is blind I don't wanna be like our parents They said they'd be here forever They were just wrong, they didn't lie I don't want a miserable life They want me to stop Who's the one holding the sign? For all I know it's still Sunday For all I know it's still Sunday Oh, you got a watch? Oh, you care about time? Oh, you hold on to things that eventually You gon' have to leave behind? ('Hind) I think I found my soulmate When we went on our first date Already knew what I was gon' say "I love you, and I'm scared," what's a life without fear? Hit me if you want to, your pain, I am lucky to feel I'm lucky you're here, I'm lucky you hear me I'm lucky we were, and I'm lucky we will be Yeah, and if I die, I want you to be the one to kill me I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands I want my blood on your hands, I want my blood on your hands I want my blood on your hands Fatal lover, ninded to it Telepathic, me and you been, oh Fatal lover, binded to it Telepathic, me and you been I want my blood on your hands I cannot begin to untangle myself from you From this, now that I have known you, nnow that you have known me Now that we know what it is to know that other dimensions exist That aliens exist, other planets To know that I have known you before That you have known me before That our flesh may have met three short months ago But our eyes have locked before To know you is to be overwhelmed by you It is irresistible to be around you To see how bad you will hurt me the next time And lucky for you, and lucky for me, and maybe unlucky for us You have met your match, me (I want my blood on your hands) A masochist The girl on the half shell, like in the Joan Baez song Raw, ready to be devoured The girl full of sadness (I want my blood on your hands) Full of fears The actress who has the perfect solution for all of it Indulge in the pain (indulge in the pain) Love the pain, even (love the pain) Let the pain cook in my belly Regurgitate the pain, say you're making art Say you have some place useful to put it Make something beautiful of it (I want my blood on your hands) I find myself hoping you think I'm beautiful I find myself thinking, "I'm not beautiful" But I want you, but I love you I love you, I won't give up on this But I'm struggling and I have to let it out of my chest somehow I'm very blue writing this I hope it goes away by the time I see you tonight I love you, Dani