Now We're Strangers

So now we're strangers Darlin', I hate this I need to see your face Say you need space But I'm all over the place How did we fall from grace? And I've made my mistakes That's why you hate my bones I still hope you find your way Find your way back home I could still drive all the way to yours with no sat nav of course I can still recite your number off by heart You can leave, but we can't erase the memories I'm preein' what's ahead of me, and tryna leave the bullshit in the past My secrets in the dark, don't bring it to the light Hold it down 'til the end, I'll pay a substantial price It's lonely at the top, everybody scared of heights I know one day I'ma drop, I talk to God and try and bribe Every time I'm openin' my mouth, it's like a poem Broke my baby's heart, now she's partyin' and hoin' If I had a pound for every time I made her cry Over couple years, then I could probably buy a Boeing Paint a perfect picture of myself, it was a lie She put my business on the net and now my true colours showin' Say your skin's breakin' out because I cause you stress Then you left, you're lookin' sexier than ever and you're glowin' Every excuse I coulda thought of, girl, I said it I used up all my chances, and you give up on me now Anyhow, these guys stop when you're about and try a ting Are you movin' on already? Would you give your number out? I said if it ain't you, then I don't want nobody else I had you and I ended up with many other girls Try and reassure you're special, I bought plenty of Chanel Chased money and succeeded, but with love, I kinda failed Try and buy your love, but you always knew your worth I admire you're mature, you're probably right, I'll never learn When you met me, I had issues with my trust, you were concerned You try and help me heal, but ended up the one that's hurt Said you joined the run club, tryna get petite 8 in the mornin' and you're joggin' 'round in heath We're textin' here and there, but never bare, it's always brief In your Lululemon and you're drinkin' Blank Street Without soundin' big-headed, girls would die for your position Mentally and physically, you're one in a million Shoulda showed you off more, never keep you hidden I ain't tryna push, I let you stand on your decision I got nothin' left to say, bae, I'm tongue-tied Smilin' for the fans when I'm in the public eye But I'm feelin' sad, and I'm really numb inside You came, and then you left, it feel like conquer and divide, mm So now we're strangers Darlin', I hate this I need to see your face Say you need space But I'm all over the place How did we fall from grace? And I've made my mistakes That's why you hate my bones I still hope you find your way Find your way back home Send me a sign I miss you all of the time You're meant to be mine I miss you all of the time It was just the other day, they saw me as a saint Now they think that I betrayed you and it turned me to a villain